I'm so fucking tired of getting pushed aside.
Getting pushed aside for another friend, a boyfriend, a game.
I'm so sick of penting up all my feelings and smiling cause I don't want to ruin a happy relationship, ruin a budding friendship, ruin happy gaming times.
Let me fucking push everyone aside for a moment and put myself first, since everyone puts me last anyway.
I've been having a fucking tough few weeks and all people can do is tell me their problems. Fine, I like hearing problems, I like helping a friend out, get things off their shoulders.
What I DON'T like is when no one ever wants to hear me out. When I'm having a rough time, people just go 'oh' and leave me alone, leaving someone else to lend a shoulder.
Fine, fine, fine.
I don't need any of you.
Friends? Don't make me laugh.
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